i am...

Please understand, that's not what I'm saying. Please notice, this isn't what I want. Please let me go, I don't want to go there. I've been searching for just one word. I want you to stare into my eyes and say my name. I want you to hold my hand and tell me it'll be ok. Help me; if you don't, I don't think I can make it. If this is a lie, then at least keep the lie going to the end. Please understand, that's not what I'm saying. Please notice, this isn't what I want. Please let me go, I don't want to go there. I've been searching for just one word.

GPA this friday

gonna receive my GPA result this friday. *hyperventilate* don't wanna undergo another emo state like the previous sem. FML. i know i have been swearing a lot lately. god!

should i create tumblr? lol like nonsense only

been working at coffee culture at Buona Vista recently. the working environment sucks seriously. with a wage rate of $5.50 per hour they expect me to do things ranging from washing rice, wipe table, serve customers, collect plates, wash plates and etc. worst still there is this old lady who likes to scold and criticize a lot and the other who is damn lazy. they go GAGA during lunch time. perhaps because they cannot handle the stress? thats why i don't like working under a female boss/supervisor.><

Bandung which my colleague make for me.

Ben make omelette's with cheese that day!!! so nice luh! not because he is a good cook but because egg and cheese go well together ok? haha

their meals are affordable and healthy. my favorite would be Lotus with Chicken soup! lotus FTW!!! haha
and i can't wait to quit this Friday and see my two BFFs!

holiday resolution

Holiday resolution: improve my 日本語

pray for japan

Remember, just one more time
the form this world should have.
And please, don't forget,
please, please don't forget.

Surely no one was hoping for
any of those terrible things.

Hold the flowers to your heart,
and pray that they may some day bloom.

First day of IT fair

first day of work at IT fair. selling Fujitsu laptops. the job is definitely better than the one i did 2 years ago which is selling power saver. Manage to sell 3 laptops today. will not be a fool tomorrow throwing freebies at uncles and aunties who are actually buying laptops that have very low profit margins :(

and i really have the Fujitsu vest that i have to wear. its thick, heavy, and make me look like a penguin.

end of exmas

Woohoo! its the end of exams. having only one paper to sit for, i wonder if i should be giving all my best or should i take it lightly since i have lesser load compared to majority of my classmates. i must say that teacher is really clever to set open-ended questions! in which there is no definite answer nor can we find any standard answers in the textbook.

would be attending training for my upcoming job this coming Tuesday. Hopefully i would be able to earn much more for this upcoming IT fair! people who are looking for laptops come find me!