Fullerton hotel is damn luxurious. I was there in hope of finding a job as what ramdan and zameer recommended due to its nice environment and high pay. I wore nicely so as not to give them a bad impression and they only need me to fill up my personal particulars in the end. Not even a simple interview.
By the way, mei ru was supposed to be there too but her ITE interview and drawing test just ended so late.

Went down to YHSS after that to visit my section. It was fun especially the part where lester imitate the way malaysians speak. Haha. Went to KFC after that and i sharaed the christmas buddy meal with Xin Yi. It was damn filling man and we played with her specs after that.

Sheryl don't scare people with your jacket anymore k?

Went to Sentosa yesterday and it was like so fun. It was raining at first so we just sat inside the shelter and tell jokes. There happen to be a children bike after that and we play we with. It was so funny and the toilet was 1 mile away from out place! so far....
Then we went to play Frisbee, ride bicycle and swimming.
We found all sorts things inside the ocean like pants, fruits and ect.
Toilet was chaos during bathing time. Went to vivo city for dinner after that before heading home.

Why am I crying?
Why am I lost?
Why did I stop?
Please tell me
When will I grow up?
How long can I stay a child?
Where have I come running from?
Where am I running to?

I had no place to live. I couldn't find one.
I don't know if I could have any hope for the future.

They always said I was a strong child.
They praised me, saying "you must be strong to not cry."
I didn't want those words at all.
So I pretended not to understand.

Why are you laughing?
Why are you by my side?
Why are you leaving me?
Please tell me.
When did you become strong?
Since when have you felt weakness?
How long must you wait
for the day you understand to come?

The sun is rising. I must go soon.
I can't stay in the same place forever.

You will someday be betrayed by your trust in people.
I thought it was the same as being rejected.
At the time I didn't have that kind of strength.
I definitely knew too much.

They always said I was a strong child.
They praised me, saying "you must be strong not to cry."
The more people said things like that,
the more even laughing became agony.

I was born alone. I'll go on living alone.
I thought that surely that kind of life is appropriate.

I'm here to post the video that we took in the park that day. hence it has been transferred from facebook to here:

section outing was fun and the movie was super cool and funny. A bit dirty though. Its at eileen's house and its super big ok. We played hide and seek after lunch and i think its the first hide and seek that i played in which lasted for so long.
Had some kind of interactive games after that and we told one another our past times. O.O
so sad. It seems like everyone had their sad pastimes.
dinner was at long john's at JP2. then we head to the arcade which we didn't play a single thing and then we head back home.

gonna go for job interview at fullerton hotel and i really pray hard that i would get the job because it offers attractive salary!

Jc and poly band concert was awesome yst especially honour band. They just sound so nice. I'm tempted to take part next year! they play songs like merry widow, march blue sky and rolling thunder and ect.
Went down to marina square to have dinner after that and we had KFC. Gosh, it has been months since i ate that kind of stuff. Then we went to the merlion statue to chit-chat. Bought starbucks to drink before we head back home.
Section outing in a few minutes time! excited...

Met up with the same old people today and we went to jurong point extension.
guess what? i saw susan wearing nyonya dress. she certainly look pretty in it. today was such an enjoyable day. Saw glenn after that at the sony gallery. He was staring at me and i was like kind of shocked beacuse i couldn't really recognize him. Then he actually went up to me and asked whether i'm ron a not. LOl, he actually can recognize me after so many years. He's doing quite fine too, got himself a job at sony and had a nice haircut and color.

Ok, i really think i should go get a job so that i may get to know more people that i have lost contact years ago. LOL the nostalgia feeling was overwhelming. This world is so small. i miss primary school days.

we went to the park in fornt of jp after that since we have no where to go already and it was still early. BTW, amira peirce her ear just now and her eyeball almost pop out!
Anyway, you all should really go the park, the slide was fun and there's flying fox and i almost laughed my lungs out. Now i finally know why the syllabus is getting harder and harder. Its beacuse the kids nowadays are so blessed and i think it actually helped in increasing their IQ.

i'm tired of blogging. There's jc and poly band concert tml.

Meet up with mei ru, nabilah, jazielah, ramdan, and rahayu to pay for the jc, poly concert.
I'm looking forward it. They should like a gold with honor band bah, since it comprises of all the good players.
Anyway we had so much fun just now, talking about anything we can think of under the sun. Then mei ru started playing the songs in my phone till we come across unwritten-the sunsilk advertisemnet song. Then we video record rahayu trying to lip-sync and be the commercial girl.

we walk rahayu after that since nabilah wanted to borrow PS2 games.

so bored today.
I just turned on the computer and typed yuha concert band onto the msn home page and out comes a list of videos. And that includes last years percussion dumline too and ect.
And so i just clicked the link and it turned out to be the American graffiti that we played at vch this year.


this list comprises of all the gold band that played last year:(i couldn't find int he spring though)

Tomorrow's POP. OMG, 4 years passes by so quickly. In the blink of an eye i have turned sec 4 and have already finished my O's. It really brings back a surge of nostalgia whenever i think of those days. Days whereby trainings were tough and everyone just endure through, days whereby we work hard to make sure we do our very best for our upcoming performances, days whereby we try to perfect our competition pieces, days whereby we work hard to get the position that we wanted. Yes, things may not be as planned but its the learning process that matters right?

People changes. Back and forth, we see new players entering our section and people leaving us too. But the thing is we stayed as one and we worked hard together.

I LOVE PERCUSSION.

Went down to asian civilisation museum today to watch NANTA.
They were as great as before and the crowd that were there grew exponentially the moment they started off with their performances. It was the same cast as before like those that we see in korea just that the manager wasn't there. They also shrink their performance from 1 and a half hour to half an hour.
The stage was small and i believe it kind of restrict their actions.

I'lll be going to genting tomorrow and will only be back by wed.

Days are really getting kind of boring especially when things are coming to an end. I'm trying to find a job to kill time but it seems so difficult and it requires you to commit for months.
I've decided not to join steel drum unless i'm playing for mallets. The banner was hanged today for the upcoming CCA orientation. The best part was we just confidently took out the banner from the storeroom where it was actually kept at the music room. we just had to took it down and retie it.

The parade ground had dog shit today and it stinks to high heaven. hopefully nobody steps onto it.

I just came back from my class chalet. Its nice and we had movie marathon. Didn't went to escape or wild wild wet:( it was raining though
By the way, there's a new entertainmnet at the arcade called the judbox. It requires you to touch it when the screens lights up and i played it three times.
we started bbq when it was drizzling. So everyone was a little wet. There's a ferris wheel at the e-hub. Cool man! but it was too expensive and the revolution is too fast for something that is supposed to be romantic.

Day 5: everland theme park can't wait.

This was the only day whereby i wear my long john. Anyway went to the korea traditional music museum before that nothing much.

everland was high up in the valley. It was not that cold as there were lots of heater around. Ok it was fun and the roller coaster ride was far more thrilling then disneyland. But on the whole i would still choose disney over it.
There's nothing much to talk and it had great fun at the children ride. LOL.

Day 4: flight to seoul

I was late. I was so sleepy that i picked up the morning call and went back to sleep. The next time when i woke up was Xin Hui and Nayven knocking on the door. OMG, i wore my clothes and packed all the last minute stuff at the speed of light. Luckily i was not the last one.

I took the WINDOW SEAT during the domestic flight the view was captivating and rahayu and i took a whole bunch of photos. please do not think that we are Suaku cause its not as if we take the flight everyday right?

The checking in and collection of luggage was much faster this time round. Went to eat lunch. It was buffet. There were some weird looking food too which i didn't take. Obviously~

Not very sure where i went to after that but it should be the palace. Seoul was so much colder and the tour lasted for 1hr +++.
Argh my lips were cracking. It was snowing but it lasted for only 1 min. OMG it was so beautiful lar.

went to some street after that then dinner.
Nanta show was great. there comes the inspiration for stomp for the next concert or performance. LOL. They were just so hilarious and creative. There was also interaction with the audience.

hotel has a kitchen. Sounds great and luxurious right? but it was so small that the bathroom was twice as small as the one in my house.!

DAY 03: concert day

before our concert we wen to mysterious road whereby vehicles travel uphill with their engine turned off. our conclusion was magnetic field but it turned out to be an illusion. hard to explained. so if you want to find out go there yourself!

the dragon head rock or whatever you call that was just so beautiful and the strong wind almost turned me into a rock too. took lots of great pictures there too:)
the story was about a sea dragon who wanted to ascend to heaven or something like that lar and when the gods find out they cast him into a rock.

Lunch time! seaweed soup was nice.


Concert rehearsal. Should not talk much about this. LOts of things happen. One thing was that we improvised our RRR into a chicken dance at the beginning. It was so funny that i couldn't concentrate on my part. Sorry. We almost stop but thanks to one person standing at the middle who kept the constant beat going then was i able to come in. LOL
The chair was just so heavy lar and i couldn't bang on the beat.

so tired when i reach the hotel. JUst bath and slept immediately. Luckily i had packed my bag in the previous night or i would had been late.

had
ere

KOREA TRIP 08

DAY 01
we went to blue palace the moment we touch down.Seoul was icy cold at that time and there's water vapor coming out from our mouth when we speak the moment we step out into the open. took section photo there too. yahoo!
After that we went to don't know what ever palace. It was rather boring frankly speaking and we were all shivering like crazy by then.
Lunch was some kind of steamboat and there were a whole lots of vegetables. One good thing about their local food is there are lots of vege and they know how to make them taste so delicious unlike those in singapore.

Took the flight the jeju at the noon and by the time we reach there it was around 4+ alrd.
Dinner was good and the fish was fabulous. Hotel was fine because it has a bath tub and a decent bedroom.


DAY 02
School exchange.
We went to an ALL BOYS school. Ok they were not that handsome i don't know how the girls in our band my think. There were only five percussionist and they were rather friendly. They can speak fluent english too! I was drag out to play a short mallet solo and i was just caught unaware. In the end i just played the american graffitti malet solo and my face just turned utterly red.
It was short and it lasted only 45 minutes. they gave us tangerine hand phone straps and chocolate too.
Lunch was some kind of steamboat again. I shall skip that part.
Journey to teddy bear museum was long and it happen to be raining:( there goes my chance to go outdoor there. I didn't manage to see the LV teddy bear too.
The bears were damn cute lar and its the very first time that i'm interested in buying teddy bear stuff.

The next place we went was the miniature theme park. It was cancelled due to the weather but it stopped in the end. Phew.
There were lots of world's famous stuff and the souvenir shop was rather cool and cheap.

back to hotel... didn't do much. was called down half way while i was bathing because we were just making too much noise.
Shahidah had chicken pox. Poor her she had to be quarantine there.

will be flying off to korea tomorrow:) hurray
hopefully there will be no disappointment and everything will go as planned.
Packing of instrument was full of chaos. and the distribution of string and allocation of belongings just make me so confused. Must not forget to bring uniform. May god blessed me not to play any wrong note for the el cumbanchero.
I'm looking forward to tomorrow's arrival:)

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY SHERYL.
hope you enjoy today.

went to wei ping's gig yst. It was nice but one thing that really pisses me off is their performance time.
they were supposed to start at 7.30pm and it was delayed by don't know how many light years to 8.30 and guess what, we took a cab there!
Anyway the performance was great but the band after them played their music so loud that my ear drum was gonna explode any moment. The moshing part was just hilarious.

Went to burger king after that and by the time i reached home it was already like 12.30 nearing one.

A day in SAJC

Went to SAJC today. Heard the band and they sounds good. No wonder they have been getting gold with honors all these years.
We played games and it was fun especially the electric guitar part using wii. Lunch was buffet and it tasted fabulous.
Played Mama Mia, Pecos Pueblos and John Williams movie soundtrack.

Hurray! just came back from band camp.
Nothing much watched Swing girls and Ponyo on the cliff.
Ponyo look more like a frog rather than a mermaid. But its cute after all. Subtitles were not in standard english, Eww.
Swing girls was funny and their performance was cool. Drum set was cool and jazz music are just so catchy.
Lester and amira's birthday falls on band camp! happy b'dae.

away for band camp
BRB

I just had my Flu Vaccination

Yay! O's are over. I'm gonna have fun from today onwards. Chemistry paper was hard today. Eww!
Band camps coming followed by korea trip.

i don't know why, i have a lot to blog but whenever i reach here, my mind just turn blank.OK, I'm gonna be damn busy till mid december which means i'm not totally free yet! So i will not be able to find a job because O's results will be released early Jan. But mum say its ok. There's no need to find one. Hahax, i'm so fortunate.I'm getting pocket money without any work.

I'm going to look damn fat in winter clothing too. I guess. Whatever the case, I'm not touching physics anymore.

Went for tuition today and i realize that i forgot most of my chem. So there's lot of me to recall.
Damn i am on a holiday mode right now.

9 more days and i'm still not ready for grad night.
Really looking forward for our class chalet because its been ages since i've been to one. And the previous one was so fun. maybe its because of the people there.
Been reading a book call walkaway. Not that interesting after all. Final fantasy crisis core is fun and i'm kind of addicted to it despite the fact that i still have two papers going. Damn, this is not the right attitude. Gotta get the hack out of this addiction.
Its MT paper today and i do not have to retake. Hurray! Actually i'm not very sure how i did that as i just screwed up oral completely on that actual day.
anyway good luck to you guys retaking. Hopefully all the A's come to you.

Hurray! most of my papers are finally over and i'm only left with MCQ.
O's are such horror especially when you are not prepared at all. Ok, i screwed my double pure and E-math. (as expected) the rest turn out to be fine.
Something miraculous happened too! i can do the A-math paper too which is considered quite difficult. my hard work had paid off:) I mastered Integration and differentiation though i had left the 9 marks plane geometry proof totally undone.

Oh, i watched HSM 3 too! oh my its soundtrack this time are definitely way better than HSM 2.

So so, there's still a whole lot of events too anticipated after my exams.
1) Grad night
2) Korea trip
3)Class chalet
4)Genting
5)POP

There's still ACJC band practice and band camp too!

Its my last day in school today. the last time i will be going to hear the national anthem, recite the pledge and sing the school song. 

Almost everybody is in class during recess. Took a lot of photos too. Its all in facebook btw. 

Ate with sze hern and andrew after that. Just my day to see shamsiah and mrs gill. Then they stop and question us. &^*%%$$

can't finish my meal. hahax. 

order less next time

No Bloggie till end of O's....

24 days to O's

The title aptly describe my present feeling. 

Got my passport and blood test done. 

Lavender is just so far it took took about 45 minutes to reach. Such a waste of time. 

Mr tan gave us chocolate yst. Yum Yum. I just love chocolate to the core.

Taking about chocolates, Sheryl and Amanda also gave me each one to me. 

I'm going fatter as days go by. 

Oh ya, I'm so addicted to Derrick Ho's song nowadays they are just so catchy and touching. 

So many new songs and pop artist releasing albums this month. Its gonna disrupt my study! How could heaven do this to me? Or is this a test for my Discipline?

Its been two days since the intensive study starts. Time seems to fly faster with a fair allocation of 3 to 4 subjects each day. 

Ate Sheryl and Amanda macaroni in the afternoon and it tastes great. Amanda's one was a bit hard and spicy. This just reflects her character. haha 

Copied the model answer for physics paper and I just realise how far away my answer was from the teacher's one. I'm scared of pure science and it just puts me off! So much to memorize in such little time. 

My cousin called just now to ask for my prelim result.
I was reading a fresh new book of storybook that i had borrowed from the library one week before.
And apparently it was about love again. Oh no!
Hopefully this ending wasn't as tragic as the previous book that i read.
Prolly i should take a good look at the summary next time before borrowing books again.

Skipped lunch today due to Chemistry tuition as it was held in the middle of the afternoon. Went to the library after that to study but it didn't turn out as futile as i had expected. 

It seems so quite when rahayu  wasn't there. 

Geraldine initiated me to buy bubble tea in the midst of studying and of course i agreed to it as i' m really very thirsty. I was lost in the market while trying to locate the shop as i am not very familiar with the environment. Thus, I went back empty handed. 

So she just had to qing zi chu ma. And she made a good disappearance of about 30 min i guess before coming to tell me that it had actually moved. Anyway, its really kind of her to actually went all the way to the interchange to get one for me. 

Thanks. I taste great. 

Bought Physics assessment book with terence at the end of everything. His was a really thick one while i insist  on one that focuses more on the basic. Hehe. 

Guess i have to build up my foundation first as what mr ooi say.  

Physics lesson was fun today when we had our first A math lesson with phenomenon ooi. 

We were all being introduce to JC physic whereby we were supposed to use trigonometry ratio. Then he started to confuse us by substituting in the wrong trigo ratio. 

so skeptical of him! haha... 

This post shall be dedicated to my bro and Irfan who is celebrating their birthday today.  

Went out with Jonathan and Kim Hong today to buy Irfan's birthday cake. Bought a choco one and then went down to my mum's shop to buy tidbits and etc. Wasn't there when i cut the cake. So sorry because i happen to be talking to Yong Fu, Sze Hern and Ban Hock in the canteen. 

Happy Birthday anyway. 

Mother is getting fried chicken in a few moments time. Yum Yum. Why did she get fried chicken while mine was a birhthday cake? 

Luckily mine was more expensive or i would have a great fuss over it... 

just kidding. 

Singapore poly came down today to introduce their three courses. Was attracted by the business and engineering one but it requires math and good communication skills. Guess i shall give it a pass. Thats the bad thing about poly. I wasn't those types of person that are good at hands on stuff. Thats why i took pure science in the very first place. 

Had a tough test today. Well its kinda weird to do the test at late noon as the weather was just so stuffy and warm. Besides most of our energy level were running low.

anyway its a good try. A least we were trying to adapt to the o'level timing. 

I shall wish all my friends good luck here too:) especially gary. Don't ask why because you definitely don't wanna find out. 

The fact that my results are dropping is just something that i just couldn't get over with. Though i have met my expectations for Chemistry and Humanities, they just misses distinction by a mark or two. 

On the contrary, My E-math had also made it way to the bottom with a stunning grade of B4. Hitherto, it was the lousiest mark i ever obtained. 

It took me quite some time poring over my sucky results and thus i have come out with several conclusion:

1)Incessant careless mistakes that just keep occurring in math related subjects. 

2) Performance during the exams that simply fluctuates accordingly to my mode. 

3) Pure ineptitude and stupidity. 

i better get going... Physics tml and i'm dreading it. 

hopefully i do not have to go to school tml as i'm not feeling very well now. 

Exam is coming to an end in the blink of an eye. Hopefully my hardwork have paid off. Got toget a B3 for English and an A1 for E-math. Humanities must be improve to at least a B3. 

I don't wan to regret as what i did on PSLE.  

Did I fall in love with you?

Its been 9 months since we last seen one another. Will the very first day we met be the last? I feel so confused.

You certainly put me in a dilemma.


You make me think about you from time to time and this distracts me off easily. I wonder if my life would be different if i didn't have to chance to even know you. I feel so relax and free from woes when we were together that very one day. You make me feel so optimistic of the future and the impulse to become a better being.

Did i experience love? If it was the uncontainable feeling that one have for one another, then maybe i have experienced it.

Are you feeling the same as me?

I was seriously touch when you took the effort to e-mail me during your last day in Singapore. I really intended to go to the airport but i had school the following day.

U definitely landed me in such a state whereby I'm unassure of whether i should just move on with my life and forget about you.

I wish you happiness if u have found your right one. Maybe i didn't even have a stand in your heart in the very first place.

My heart felt so hollow when u left as if i was a jewel filled with pungent.

Prolly things would get better in time.

A math paper was very easy yesterday. But, the funny part was i couldn't do as i still haven't cover integration on Trigonometry. It came out for the last few question and i didn't have a single idea of the rule of trigo integration.
Geography was cool. Did vegetation and development. Only when i passed up the paper then i realised that i had completely left out the conclusion for the lorms quest. Damn! there goes my B.
E-math was easy too but make too much careless mistake. And now i have to mug like crazy for paper 2 to secure my A1. Oh man...
anyway cousin came over last night and i ask him a few question on A-math and Chemistry. Hopefully my results will improve as he obtained an A1 for his physics. Moreover his O-level result was like below 10 lar.

I have learnt my lesson. I will try my best not to procrastinate while i will get into the mood in the slightest possible time.

i turned 16!

cool.

sorry for the late post. Had been pretty occupied lately.
Anyway, I have turned 16! NC 16 movies are now made available to me. Yea:)
Thanks for all the smses that you all sent at 12 midnight. really appreciate that. You all must have really stayed up late to wait for that particular moment. Hope the insufficient sleep did not affect your exams the following day. Sheryl, i thought you were supposed to sms me too. Bet you must have felt asleep.
Rahayu, you must be insane by messaging me early in the morning at 4. thks anyway or i wouldn't have woke up from what was supposed to be a short nap.
early in the morning came brentha's sms first at 5.55am, then was kim hong and sheryl. rahayu, are u kiasu or wat. You msg me twice.
really appreciatet those who wishes me happy birthday like Li Hui, safurah and etc.
Really like Mei hui's present which was a wallet. ( I was intending to buy one too. thks for saving me the hassle)
Yong fu was a tea cup. i supposed so. Did took me quite a moment to figure that out.

Birthday cake was chocolate(as usual) with strawberry toppings.:)
damn sweet lar...


Anyway, i really love today although it falls during my prelim.
kim Hong your're so mushy in you msg. I'm really touched. Will rmb u too.

Shining boy and little randy


Sugar and spice


Nobody knows

This short one week break have come to an end in the blink of an eye. Well, actually it cannot be called as a one week break as most of us were being grounded by our parents to study for our prelim.
Damn. exam are so horrible. Anyway, catch 4 movies this week namely, Nobody knows, Shining boy and little Randy, Sugar and Spice and Wall-E. The First three were old movie though.
Yes! HSM 3 is finally coming up. But I have to wait till my O's are finish...
anyway, i really love all the movies that i have watched. I will catch them again when i'm feeling low. hahax. the temptation of me getting me to watch it again is just so high that it makes me want to forgo my study. How? its distracting me.

Watching nobodyknows, a true story of four children with different fathers abandoned by their mother.

Have been watching movies all day long since yesterday, I'm starting to feel like a rotten child, but a happy one.

What is happening to me? prelims are approaching and yet there are so many things for me to learn still.
Is it because of my ineptitude or is it because of my stupidity.

Teachers day celebration was kinda fun. After all new faces were seen on stage.
Anyway it was a great relief that no red marks appear on my result slip. This year was kind of risky...

For a fleeting moment, I thought 3 years of my pleasant result was going to be broken by this year slacking attitude. seriously, i do not know what had caused me to reach this state.

Second highlight was back to JPS. Met up with Terence, Geraldine, Wei Jie, Rahayu, Kay yee. ( so sorry if i spelled your name wrongly) Then peng sia came tagging along after that.
Ok, Terence has transformed to this tall young looking teenager. Geraldine, obviously has make a big change. It must have took a long time to come this far and she is like so gorgeous. Kah yee has also become pretteir. She got what it takes for a model man!
then, we saw ex-classmates, Yida, nicholas, Ghazali and etc.
Yi da was in Hwa chong. Can you imagine a guy was started off in the same class as me has actually gone that far and yet here i was slacking?
Everyone has changed.

then we went jurong point for lunch. KFC buddy meal was so filling man. Me and terence was eating till our stomach was almost going to explode. It just puts me off man.
then we went to the HDB estate to talk and chit-chat till 8pm.






I didn't know u got the abilty to produce balls.







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